Loneliness

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It’s scary to feel alone . To feel empty even though you have plenty people around . But you can’t help still feeling down , when you feel like you just want to frown , but sometimes you have to learn how to turn that around . We have to learn how to turn a negative to a positive , even when you feel like there’s no way out , trust me you’ll get past this . It’s all a matter of timing & god has his special plan, nobody knows us better than that man. So even if it feels like it’s the end , it’s just the beginning of long dark road . You see , life has its battles , but if we don’t learn how to fight back , then nothing matters. Nobody said life would be easy , but why look for god only when we need him ? We Have to praise him in good times too , because remember , he has a special plan for all of you.

-Chesca

Toxic relationship

Toxic relationship

Here we are again in the same room , but in different spaces , I detest going through these phases; our backs turned and were both feeling so wasted , but not the kind where you are intoxicated or high , wasted as in out of hope ,out of faith , out of love. It’s like you want it to work but secretly hoping it would end . Hoping it would end so that you don’t have to pretend , making it seem like you’re happy but you’re not ,you’ve never felt so worthless and it’s tough . People don’t seem to understand that it’s not easy , when you love someone and they’re not healthy, but you keep trying even though you know you’re worthy . You know you can do better but you choose to stay , knowing damn well you could be in a better place . But you’ll come to your senses one day, just better hope it won’t be too late .

-Chesca

Mommy’s 👸

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From the moment I felt your first kick , to that very moment I seen your little face , it was love at first sight , a little person that I could never ever replace . You are my light , you are my inspiration , I want to give you all of my affection . It’s so crazy to think you came from me , the only one that knows the sound of my heart from the inside , i won’t ever ever leave your side . I promise to be there every step of the way , to guide you , to hold you when you cry. My princess my baby girl , I promise it will be alright. God brought you in my life for a reason , for a purpose , because he knew that you would be great . You are special, you are a blessing , and I thank him for you every single day .

-Chesca