Toxic relationship
Here we are again in the same room , but in different spaces , I detest going through these phases; our backs turned and were both feeling so wasted , but not the kind where you are intoxicated or high , wasted as in out of hope ,out of faith , out of love. It’s like you want it to work but secretly hoping it would end . Hoping it would end so that you don’t have to pretend , making it seem like you’re happy but you’re not ,you’ve never felt so worthless and it’s tough . People don’t seem to understand that it’s not easy , when you love someone and they’re not healthy, but you keep trying even though you know you’re worthy . You know you can do better but you choose to stay , knowing damn well you could be in a better place . But you’ll come to your senses one day, just better hope it won’t be too late .
-Chesca
Chesca’s poems 